Sabes aquele momento em que já não temos nada a perder, porque na verdade já perdemos.
Quando já não temos trunfos, quando não conseguimos fazer xeque-mate, quando não possuímos o Royal Flush.
Aquele momento, breve, como uma respiração, um piscar de olhos, um bater de asas, quando sabemos que perdemos, apesar de tudo o que tínhamos, perdemos.
Uma derrota pesada e difícil de aceitar porque existiu um momento em que pensámos mesmo que íamos ganhar. Porque tínhamos uma boa mão, porque tínhamos uma carta alta, porque tínhamos a Rainha segura.
Sabes esse momento?
Quando a realidade nos bate com tanta força, como se fossemos atropelados por um comboio a alta velocidade, e a dor é tão grande e tão invasiva que não conseguimos ignorar mais que perdemos.
Nesse momento, em que nos apercebemos que tudo está por terra, que nós fomos deitados abaixo, e sentimos o sabor da derrota, tão amargo que até custa engolir.
Sim, esse momento, que no fundo de nós sabíamos que ia chegar desde o início do jogo porque na verdade, estivemos apenas a fazer bluff para o adversário pensar que estávamos à altura, que éramos capazes, que sabíamos o que estávamos a fazer, que conhecíamos as regras.
Mas bem no fundo a única certeza que tínhamos era que íamos perder, e perdemos.

Perdemos.

*Ari

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
You go, you go, you go with it
'Cause you're fucking crazy Rock 'n' Roll

Yeah You said hey
What's your name?
It took one look
And now I'm not the same
Yeah, you said hey
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly
You're all I need, the reason, why
I smile

Last night I blacked out, I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
Your name was on me and my name was on you
I would do it all over again

Yeah You said hey
What's your name?
It took one look
And now I'm not the same
Yeah, you said hey
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly
You're all I need, the reason
Why
I smile
The reason, why
I smile

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

And that's why I smile
It's been a while
Since everyday and everything has felt this right
And now
You turn it all around
And suddenly
You're all I need, the reason, why
I smile
The reason, the reason why
I smile
The reason why
I smile

Smile - Avril Lavigne

*Ari

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark
Finally, I can see you crystal clear
Go head and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare

See how I'll leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and its bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there, as mine sure won't be shared

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love remind me of us
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand

But you played it
You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat

Rolling in the Deep - Glee Version

*Ari

Tudo me passava ao lado.
Olhava mas não via, escutava mas não ouvia.
Era como se não fosse eu, como se não estivesse ali.
Eu sentia o mundo andar a uma velocidade diferente da minha. Era como se eu estivesse parada. E todos a minha volta se movessem a uma velocidade sobre-humana. Só que eu não estava parada! Eu estava a correr o máximo que conseguia.
E tudo permanecia no mesmo lugar, da mesma maneira.
Era uma espécie de piada cósmica, e eu estava presa numa segunda dimensão.
E mesmo sentindo um enorme desespero, um medo irracional, como se a qualquer momento tudo fosse acabar e eu não fazia nem podia fazer, nada para o impedir, continuava tudo em suspenso.
Era como se eu vivesse a Calmaria.

Sim.
Era sem duvida a Calmaria.
O único problema era que eu não tinha passado pela Tempestade.

*Ari

Wonderland

I'm not snow white, but i'm lost inside this forest
I'm not red riding hood, but i think the wolves have got me
Don't want your stilettos and i'm, not cinderella
I don't need a knight, so baby take off all your armor
You be the beast, and I'll be the beauty, beauty
Who needs true love, as long as you love me truly
I want it all, but I want you more
Will you wake me up boy if i bite your poison apple

I don't believe in fairytales
But I believe in you and me

Take me to wonderland
Take me to, take me to, take me to wonderland

When I lay my head down to go to sleep at night
My dreams consist of things that'll make you wanna hide
Don't let me in your tower, show me your magic powers
I'm not afraid to face a little bit of danger, danger
I want the love, the money, and the perfect ending
You want the same as i, i, so stop pretending
I wanna show you how-a, good we could be together
I wanna love you through the night and be your sweet disaster

I don't believe in fairytales
But I believe in you and me

Take me to wonderland
Take me to, take me to, take me to wonderland

Wonderland - Natalia Kills

Ver-te é como um cocktail de emoções. É como ver o pôr-do-sol na praia, sentir o cheiro da terra molhada depois da chuva num dia quente, como molhar os pés no ribeiro frio, como uma brisa de verão numa noite abafada, como olhar a Lua e as estrelas deitada na relva húmida, como ver as gotas de orvalho no frio da manhã, como passear na Serra e cheirar as árvores.
Só o facto de te ver alegra-me o dia e deixa-me um sorriso nos lábios. Mesmo quando não me vês, quando a minha presença passa totalmente despercebida.
Ver-te dá-me uma sensação de bem-estar que é difícil de alcançar no dia-a-dia.
Adoro ver-te, só pelo simples facto de me alegrares o espírito, me elevares a alma.
Sim, ver-te faz-me bem!

*Ari

"Elena: If you really had had a choice, would you have chosen to die in 1864?
Damon: I don’t know.
Elena: Never thought about that?
Damon: I’ve thought about that so many times I lost the count. Never found an answer to this question. Elena: You know, sometimes I wish I’d died in that car with my parents.
Damon: What?
Elena: I mean, I’d rather die in a car accident than being sacrificed during some freaky ancient vampire ritual.
Damon: Well, that I can understand. But we’re going to make sure you don’t die.
Elena: I know that.
Damon: Good.
Elena: We would have never met then.
Damon: Oh, that would be a very fortunate turn of events. You’re so annoying, Elena.
Elena: You’re such an ass. Do you regret meeting me?
Damon: More every day.
Elena: Oh, come on. I’m serious.
Damon: Not for a second. You?
Elena: Do I regret meeting self-serving vampire psychopath with no redeeming qualities?
Damon: I’m going to pretend that that hurt.
Elena: No, I don’t regret."

Fanfic *Ari